Having been there before, I knew what I needed to do to lose the weight, but it took quite a while for me to get "the fear". The fear is how I describe that feeling that compels you to do something and to succeed at it. It's like something clicks in your brain - you suddenly have the motivation and determination to see it through - other attempts failed miserably - but this time you just know that you'll get there. I wish I could say undeniably what it takes to get "the fear", but I don't have the answer. You just make up your mind that you are going to succeed and even though you may fall off the wagon occasionally - you jump right back on.
|Me with the family in August 2011 - not quite my heaviest weight!|
Personally, I feel that by losing all the weight this time by simply counting calories and exercising, I am losing it at a much slower rate than before. Because it is coming off more slowly, I am learning a lot of patience, but I am also learning more and more to make intelligent food choices - and the longer I continue to make those good choices, I think the better chance I will have at maintaining the loss once and for all! Strictly speaking, the rest of my life will involve making those same choices!
|This is me at the moment - 36 pounds down!|
So, my friend Fi is back from holiday and we went on our (resumed) usual lunchtime walk on Tuesday. I was pumped and ready to go - finally my walking buddy was back! I think she was a wee bit out of practice, having had a nice, long, relaxing holiday, but it was nice to have a good catch up even though our pace wasn't super fast. The bonus though was in the last section of the walk. We do a loop route and the final stretch involves a near one mile slog up a gradual climb - this bit always used to kill me. It's near the end, you're getting tired, all you want to do is get back to the office and have your lunch... but you know the only way back is up this incline. Well, I noticed on Tuesday that I was happily chatting away and my legs weren't aching, I wasn't huffing and puffing, I was fitter!
|finally worked out how to see my average speed!|
That's the equivalent of walking from London to Oxford! I firmly believe this number would have been a lot higher if I didn't have a lung infection earlier in the year (my February and March walking totals were not that high in comparison with other months). We'll have to see what May's total is - but I'm feeling another goal coming on here!